Life of the Unwanted

I vomit out blood, I cry out my heart, I feel so strange; this is a different kind of start, In which I hate and do not approve, I am sitting here wondering, “What am I suppose to do?” But I don’t know, for every time I try all I do is lose, Man sitting here thinking about this; I am so confused, I wish I knew what to choose, Where to go, But nothing in this world I appear to know, Alter this path I am walking, I hear nothing but slurs as I hear others talking, Every second my eyes open, I see a blur, People look down on me, but no help is heard, As I contact with a few is made, I feel hope rise like I am going to get help this second of this day, But I am wrong every time, the light of hope remains in me no longer, I feel weak; I will never be any stronger, My will has been drained, My mind and body all absorbed into this ground, This is where I lay, my essence taken in some unknown town, But it’s not like any one wanted me around, Is it paradise I have found? I guess anything’s better than where I was, but now I’m bound, With no choice of what to do, But now every where I turn; every where I look, all I hear is fuck you!