Long Forgotten

Look at me! Deeply inside my burning eyes! Do you feel this hate; do you see these people cry?! Buried in the depths of my soul, In the dark, bleeding, twisted core of my heart, I need to be left; I need a type of reincarnation, a new start, I do not like my place on this earth, I would rather have a rebirth, Into which I am born blind and death, I prefer that over this life known as Hell’s mess, With these raging, tormenting, dreadful, treacherous emotions that dig into my chest, I am not the one to test! I am losing everything: control, senses, all focus, everything is fading, My life a long time ago I should have started upgrading, So it would not lead to this, So many opportunities in life I have missed, For I did not pay close enough attention, Now there is no turning back to receive redemption, To show I am still some one, but now, I am rotten, And to any one and every one, I am now, long forgotten…….