I feel this burning sensation, this fire in my heart,
The control panel of my life is going off the charts,
For I feel this hatred rise,
And as I open my dark-red flaming eyes,
To show this scorching degree of pain I feel from your
lies,
I don’t understand, I gave everything, even my trust,
And you broke it and blew it away like dust,
Why do you bring me pain?
Do you want to see me drop dead from going insane?
Because you do not tell me how you feel,
And it is a really big deal,
Because now to me, our love is no longer real,
Because you stepped all over me, and treated me like trash,
When I am riding along the road I wish I would just crash,
And see if you would even care,
Or if you would get scared,
And worry if something was wrong with me,
Probably not though you'd be happy I was out of the way and
as I bleed,
I scream to you that it is you only I need,
I pour out all my feelings and everything I have,
I don’t want your lies all they do is make me mad,
Sad,
And depressed and alone,
I can’t do nothing right I need to get away and get
stoned,
To forget about this pain and misery, 
All of these lies,
I’m sick of this fighting and cussing and all of our
cries,
That pour our continuously out of our eyes,
I don’t want to here anything from you,
Unless what you say is true,
I can’t stand the fact you break promises you put on the
people you love,
You deserve a big slap in the face and then a huge shove,
Down into the pit of truth, the pit of reality,
So you can finally see how bad you’re actually hurting
me,
You blow me off, it’s like I don’t exist,
Every time you do this I get so pissed,
But I don’t want to lose you; I want to hold you tight,
And kiss you every night,
So we will no longer fight,
I want to spend my life with you,
But why can’t you get a clue,
That we can not make it unless you’re honest to me and
everyone,
Every time you lye your soul rots even more under the sun,
And as you bleed and as you cry,
I sit here cutting attempting to die,
But it’s like it doesn’t matter anymore,
You don’t tell me the truth; you deny that you’re a
whore,
That every one says you are,
But it’s so hard,
Not to believe,
When so many people I know so well that does not lie or
deceive,
Me!!!!!
They don’t try to hurt me in anyway,
But you try to attack and lie to me everyday,
Why can’t you change, why can’t the old you come back,
So we can be together in honesty, and get our lives back on
track.