Tears

I have cried so much.I am suprised I still have tears to let flow down my cheeks when I am sad.I have never cried out of happiness or madness.Only sadness.I geuss it's the only thing my tears relate to.I cried when I cut myself,when my best friend left me here alone,when my dad died,but I have never cried twice has hard as I cried when you left me.You left me for a slut because you couldn't wait to feel what it felt like to be inside a girl.Sometimes I wish that you got herpes or something,but that only makes the tears come twice as fast as they did.So I hope you go to hell or get the crap beat out of you by her boyfriend,then we'll see if you truly LOVE the slut.I could have gave you more if you would have just waited,but you didn't.So when you get beat up or she dumps you let me tell you something you can say the sweetest things you can think of,but I will never be your rebound girl.That is just tottally not me so you can go find another slut to crawl into bed with when her pareents are away,but you have to live with the fact that you turned down the best thing in your pathetic little life.ME!You turned down me!The girl who loved you more than your mom and dad combined.I just hope that after you read this you will understand that you turned your back on the only girl who new YOU and loved YOU. Lets hope that the tears stop when you do. By Your Everlasting age twelve