I always feel so spaced, so gone from this world,
I space into happiness when I see the face of my girl,
But when I zone out into regret, into hate,
I see a different scenario of my fate,
From thinking negative thoughts, just like every one else,
Sometimes it feels like, I need so much help,
To escape memories, and to escape adrift ideas, things
unwanted,
Things that continuously leave my mind haunted,
By hatred, by Hell, by loneliness, and rejection,
Your merciless betrayal is the ultimate infection,
That floods inside my heart leaving black spots in its
tracks,
Wishing and wondering, if I will every come back,
And once again be me the shining optimism side that speaks
fact,
I wonder when things will change, but for now, I will remain
sidetracked.