My razor blade lover

By Too Blinded by the lips of L*O*V*E* to taste their sweet poison! •
sitting here
contemplating life
noticing
the knife
the desire
i'd lost
was again alive
deep in cost
trying to forget
the feel
of the cold metallic
steel
there lays
a pen
i pick it up
trying not to think again
writting
pen in hand
going as
fast as i can
trying to relieve
this stress
this frustration
doing my best
i know
i need
to feel relief
b4 i do my old dirty deed
my skin
aches from taking in
all the emotion
keeping it all in
bottling up
taking too much
had enough
i'm about
to slice
another wound
dedicated to my life