Ever had a pain? 
That wont go away
It sticks in your heart 
Like a hot sharp blade
 
Every time you see her
You avert your eyes 
Because you feel 
Its your battered heart’s 
Bitter demise

“You should HATE her” 
Is what they say
And I tried 
I wanted to make you pay
But how can I hate you 
Hurt you more than you have me

I know why 
you did what you did
You saw happiness 
The chance to take away the pain

Shit I still like you 
I’m surprised
If we went there 
what’s to stop you doing it again
And causing me even more pain 

So where do we stand?
You and I?