i wrote this after working a long shift in tescos anyone
would wanna kill themselfs after that, or maybe i just have
a really dark twisted sick sense of humour? It is really
boring job though

In my hands 
I play with the gun
I load the chamber 
My heart begins to run

My life has became 
Nothing but pain
Soon all the problems will be gone 
Just like the blood stains 

I think of my family 
And the tears that will rain 
A small price to pay
Deliverance from my bane 

So my choices have narrowed
To but one recourse left
I put the gun to my head 
I feel no longer depressed 

I pull the trigger 
The bullet through my brain
My last glimpse of life 
My blood splatter with my distain 

I fall into the void 
I am deceased 

It is truly over 
And I am at peace