"sometimes the notion of death is the most comforting because it's the only escape you can fathom." hellloo, and welcome to all. my name is michelle. if your reading this you're either about to read some of my work or already have.. that's awesome.. i like hearing what people have to say. good or bad.. so you obviously want to know a little bit more about me. well we'll start off with the basics. i'm 16 (almost 17) years old. i'm a december baby, december 29th to be exact. sucks eh? i'm 5'2", pale and 105 lbs give or take. i have long black hair and purple eyes.. i smoke, but i'm toying with the idea of quitting, and i drink VERY rarely. i got a little crazy with drugs for a while.. but i've taken control of that now. i'm a mostly happy person (now), i can get pretty emotional.. i get hurt very easily.. you know, sensitive to the little things and not too much the big things it seems.. and i'm definitely very in love. i really enjoy this site. and i've found some pretty amazing writers on here and really respect a couple in particular. it would be really wicked if anyone could comment on any of the first 11 poems.. those are the ones i originally put up a long time ago hoping for some comments. they're really close to me.. that would mean so much. anyways, i hope you can take something away with you from my poetry.. or else.. what's the point?
Poems by .xx:+.Disposable.Darling.+:xx.
- Insensitive.April 27, 20108.04
- An Old "Friend"..April 27, 2010—3
- This Darkened City Street,April 27, 2010—1
- Messy Subjects (Part One).April 27, 2010—1
- Messy Subjects (Part Two).April 27, 2010—1
- Messy Subjects (Part Three).April 27, 2010—2
- Killing Ourselves.April 27, 20109.02
- The Race.April 27, 2010——
- This Is Our Destiny.April 27, 20109.05
- Dysfunctional.April 27, 2010——
- Freak.April 27, 2010——
- Insecurity (rips a hole in my heart..)April 27, 2010—1
- The "New Girl" (Part I).April 27, 2010——
- The "New Girl" (Part II).April 27, 2010——
- The "New Girl" (Part III).April 27, 2010——
- People Change.April 27, 2010——
- Looks Can Be Deceiving.April 27, 20108.55
- Heart Stains and Bruises.April 27, 2010—1
- Opening Up My Eyes.April 27, 2010——
- Not The Only One.April 27, 2010——
- Tears Of Regret.April 27, 2010—2
- Hypocrit.April 27, 2010——
- Hidden Meanings.April 27, 2010——
- Genuinely Fake.April 27, 2010—1
- White Lace.April 27, 2010——
- My Attraction.April 27, 2010——
- Anger Rush.April 27, 2010——
- Static Negativity.April 27, 2010—1
- Motivation.April 27, 2010——
- Take Over.April 27, 2010——
- Drug Induced.April 27, 2010——
- Recent Fuck Ups.April 27, 2010—1
- Angry and Afraid.April 27, 2010——
- Behind Closed Doors.April 27, 2010—1
- Used.April 27, 2010——
- Not Good Enough (Dedication).April 27, 2010——
- At the Time.April 27, 2010——
- Pull the Plug.April 27, 2010——
- Chipping Nailpolish.April 27, 2010——
- Judgement Day.April 27, 20109.02
- Hated.April 27, 20109.01
- Graveyard.April 27, 2010——
- Vampiric Bloodlust.April 27, 2010——
- Bullshit (Dedication).April 27, 2010——
- Without a Doubt.April 27, 2010——
- Second Thoughts.April 27, 2010——
- I Wish I Was Still Enough.April 27, 20107.0—
- The Breaking Point.April 27, 2010——
- Dead End.April 27, 20107.0—
- Second Hand Sex.April 27, 2010—1
- Missing.April 27, 2010——
- Venting.April 27, 2010——
- Infected Again.April 27, 2010——
- Sari's Poem.April 27, 2010——
- Just Drive On By.April 27, 2010——
- Untalented and Famous.April 27, 2010——
- Nothing To Gain.April 27, 20105.0—
- Not Yet.April 27, 2010——
- Not By Choice.April 27, 2010——
- Depressing.April 27, 20104.0—
- Whore Machine.April 27, 2010——
- Slut Squad.April 27, 20107.0—
- Popular?April 27, 2010——
- Someone Like You.April 27, 2010——
- Fear of the Consequence.April 27, 2010——
- Dead Heart Candle.April 27, 2010——
- Internal Disaster.April 27, 2010——
- A Broken Heart's In Style.April 27, 2010——
- Surgically Removed.April 27, 20108.01
- Trying Too Hard.April 27, 2010——
- Taking Back Thursday.April 27, 2010——
- Pure Hatred.April 27, 2010——
- In Need of Rescue.April 27, 2010——
- Quickly Bleeding.April 27, 2010——
- Absent-Minded.April 27, 2010——
- Make-Believe.April 27, 2010——
- Head in the Clouds.April 27, 2010——
- All the Pretty Flowers.April 27, 2010——
- Fantasy Neverending.April 27, 2010——
- Stuck.April 27, 2010——
- Purple Haze.April 27, 2010——
- Sleazy.April 27, 2010——
- Fake Halo.April 27, 2010——
- Romantisize.April 27, 2010——
- Plastic.April 27, 2010——
- Little Black Box.April 27, 20109.02
- Slipping.April 27, 2010——
- Can You Justify It.April 27, 2010——
- Negativity.April 27, 2010——
- Dellusional.April 27, 2010——
- Peanut Butter Shampoo.April 27, 2010——
- A Shit Poem.April 27, 2010——
- Pictures.April 27, 2010——
- Purity and Perfection.April 27, 2010——
- I'm So Sorry.April 27, 2010——
- Pretending.April 27, 2010——
- Reruns.April 27, 2010——
- Thinking of Someone.April 27, 2010—1
- Mom.April 27, 20105.0—
- I Bleed For You.April 27, 20108.02
- Irresistible Whore.April 27, 2010——
- Filling the Gap.April 27, 2010——
- What They Want.April 27, 2010——
- Not Right.April 27, 2010——
- Release Me.April 27, 2010——
- Inside of Me (First Poem Ever).April 27, 20106.01
- Lesson Learned.April 27, 2010——
- Cocaine.April 27, 2010——
- The Drug Seduction.April 27, 2010—1
- Ophelia.April 27, 2010——
- Help Me..April 27, 2010——
- Bad Day.April 27, 2010——
- The Drugs Take Us Hostage.April 27, 2010——
- Boredom Pokes The Eyes.April 27, 20109.0—
- What I Know.April 27, 20109.0—
- Unwanted Change.April 27, 2010——
- Fractured; Captured; Vision Blurred.April 27, 2010—1
- Utterly Torn.April 27, 20108.01